February 6, 2013

From now on, I'll read what I want


Last entry I made humble reference to a minor goal I had last year of reading eighty books. As I said such a lofty goal I did not end up achieving falling six short of the intended. Satisfaction you think might still would be had at getting so close, pride that I even got half-way through, though it is perplexity mostly that overwhelms tinged with the slight uselessness of regret.

This is explained by the simple fact that the goal itself  predisposed a decision upon reading as-much-as-possible-as-quick-as-can-be, rather than what-you- want-to-at-your-own-pace, a side-effect of this being that I read a lot of smaller, no I'll not shy away from the fact, books in a great succession than take the time pouring over great works, great signifying both depth of content and width of pages here.

Indeed this fact did occur to me somewhere very soon along the project and saw me pick up The Brother Karamazov part way through against the very notion of such a pose, coming with it a welcome respite from all the frivolous pointless ditty of a thing works I can gobbled down in the first part of the year.

The reason I kept reading. A certain favourite out of the favourites

 Do I regret it entirely as a project? Never, as in between the wastes of time was squeezed gems that I might have put off reading if such a stamina and thirst for novelistic digestion had not been lit in my gut.

Will I do it again? Not likely, or at least, not in such a vast form, the idea of 80 essays or short-stories or poems, maybe even if I feel ambitious one a day, yes, but novels, these things were made for time.

Which brings forth the obvious and pertinent question here, one put to me often through the year by sceptics and admirers a like, do I remember them all? A small yes and a small no.
Can I go through all of them and give you a sentence explanation detailing their content, author, why I read them and what I thought of it: of course.
Can I give you vast plot details: simply, no. But this diminishes from the experience little, as I challenge anyone to remember in complex detail the many minor character traits, literary flourishes and plot digressions of even their favorite work. These things are left for school reports on books we're forced to read, and still more so are retained in the memory only as long as the exam date requires we need to be able to recall such on demand.

Would I recommend the adventure to others: Yes, for the fact that I believe most people to under-estimate the fair chuck of the literary catalog they can get through in a year if only they set their mind to it, and also for the learning experience it offers by acutely and successfully diagnosing what it is you gain from reading, and therefore leading you to pinpoint what you ought to read. When such vast quantities of anything are consumed one is able to tell very quickly what works for them and what sadly pails.

For myself I could not articulate precisely what such is, though I recognise it when I'm reading it and when it's lacking. The standards: quality of expression, ingenuity in storytelling, class, style, insight, depth, thought, a delight and sorrow that refracts and reflects back upon myself and the world as I read further. Moments when I must place the work open facing down upon my lap and but sigh with eyes closed as I breath through the pull of authors literary genius. Not all of you will seek such from what you read, but you at least ought to know that you don't.

Enough of the general sense, let us get down to particulars; whatever the hell did I end up reading and when?! I won't bore you with a line-by-line description of each work as I professed I could do above, instead I'll offer a few general insights and leading categories to summarise them as a body:
o   Interesting fact number one: though I did intend to swap between male and female authors consecutively all my way up to eight and naught, only twenty-eight of the books were the mind's concoction of the more squishy of sexes
o   Again, against my initial intensions, a mere seven of them were works of non-fiction, with less than half of that falling absolutely into the category of  hard philosophy
o   The split of works written this century and the second half of the last to the rest of history was 32/42, quite reasonable considering my oft sighted classics addiction, and by no small means a result of great restraint exercised on my behalf
o   Of absolute, without a doubt-stop that damn phone-'cause it's ringing off the hook-classics I count nine, though I won't be detailing the choices that lead me to such a number, have some fun yourself with the complete list
o   The most works I read by one author was three by le Carré, purely because I read The Spy Who Came In from the Cold, loved it and made by way through his two best from the Smiley vs. Karla Trilogy, those being nowhere near as good
o   Of Woolf, Hemmingway, Le Guin and Bataille I read two each, each for various different reasons though similar in that it was unintentional and was enjoyable/worthwhile in varying degrees

But now to the actual list, below I have composed a colour-coded key for your reading convenience:

o   Authors I read for the first time and that were an absolute revelation and of whom I intend to read more of soon
o   Authors I returned to who didn't by any means disappoint
o   Books I greatly anticipated, and had for a while, that lagged
o   The weirdest things I read, odd things I picked up or was given or stumbled upon, some of which were fabulous and some not very, all none the less making for a bizarre reading experience
o   Strongly recommended
o   Favourites
o   You can assume they didn’t provoke a strong enough reaction in me either one way or the other; wouldn’t suggest avoidance though there’s not a lot of point either

January
1. Home - Marilynne Robinson
2. Rage - Richard Bachman (pseudonym of Stephen King)
3. The Circling Song - Nawal El Saadawi
Best start I could have made
to the reading year
4. The Great Gatsby - F. Scott Fitzgerald
5. Mrs Dalloway's Party - Virgina Woolf
6. Thrist for Love - Yukio Mishima
7. My Brillant Career - Miles Franklin
8. The Quiet American - Graham Greene
9. Sita - Kate Millett
10. The Leopard - Giuseppe Tomasi di Lampedusa
11. Lois the Witch - Elizabeth Gaskell
12. Death in Venice - Thomas Mann
13. The Woman Destroyed - Simone de Beauvoir
14. The Quantity Theory of Insanity - Will Self
15. The Vagina Monologues - Eve Ensler
16. Heart of Darkness - Joesph Conrad
17. Demian - Herman Hesse
18. The Spy Who Came in From the Cold - John le Carré
19. Nadja - André Breton
20. Tinker Tailor Solider Spy - John le Carré
21. The Color Purple - Alice Walker

February
22. Friday, or, The Other Island - Michel Tournier
23. The Last Man - Mary Shelley
24. In Cold Blood - Truman Capote
25. A History of Violence - John Wagner, illustrated by Vince Locke
26. The Bonfire of Vanities - Tom Wolfe
27. The Problems of Philosophy - Bertrand Russell
28. A Clockwork Orange - Anthony Burgess
29. On Liberty - John Stuart Mill

March
30. Written on the Body - Jeanette Winterson
31. Belief, Truth and Knowledge - David Armstrong
32. Breathing Lessons - Anne Tyler
33. A Sense of Reality - Graham Greene
34. A Very Long Way from Anywhere Else - Ursula Le Guin
35. Hypatia - Charles Kingsley
36. The Dispossesed - Ursula Le Guin
37. Sartre: A collection of critical essays – edt. Edith Kern
38. The Fuck-Up - Arthur Nersesian
A present that was truly a gift to read

May
39. Serve It Forth - M. F. K. Fisher
40. What is History? - E. H. Carr
41. 'Raise High the Roof Beams, Carpenters' & 'Seymour: An Introduction': J. D. Salinger
42. L'Abbe C - Georges Bataille
43. Bliss and Other Stories - Katherine Mansfield
44. Giovanni's Room - James Baldwin
45. Smiley's People - John le Carré
46. So Bright and Delicate: Love Letters and Poems of John Keats to Fanny Brawne - John Keats
47. The Oasis - Mary McCarthy

June
48. The Dice Man - Luke Rhinehart (George Cockcroft)
49. Story of the Eye - Georges Bataille

July
50. Story of O - Pauline Réage
51. The Old Man and the Sea - Ernest Hemingway

August
52. Shades of Grey - Jasper Fforde
53. Zen and the Art of Motocycle Maintenance - Robert M. Pirsig
54. The Brothers Karamazov - Fyodor Dostoyevsky

September
Longingly anticipated and to be well
loved for a while yet
55. A Visit from the Goon Squad - Jennifer Egan
56. Madame Bovary - Gustave Flaubert
57. The Martian Chronicles - Ray Bradbury

October
58. In the Skin of a Lion - Michael Ondaatje
59. Ham on Rye - Charles Bukowski
60. The Hours - Michael Cunningham
61. Moderato Cantabile - Marguerite Duras
62. Of Mice and Men - John Steinbeck
63. Catch-22 - Joseph Heller
64. The Martian Way - Isaac Asimov

November
65. Room - Emma Donoghue
66. The Loved One - Evelyn Waugh
67. The Philosophers Dog: Friendship with Animals - Raimond Gita
68. Cat's Cradle - Kurt Vonnegut
69. Jasper Jones - Craig Silvey
70. The Handmaid's Tale - Margaret Atwood

December
71. The Picture of Dorian Gray - Oscar Wilde
72. The Little Prince - Antoine de Saint-Exupéry
73. Mrs Dalloway - Virgina Woolf
74. The Torrents of Spring - Ernest Hemingway


I would to like to end off by offering forth an odd suggestions of six books I could have read instead of the seventy-four that I did and would, as I so arrogantly and conceitedly assume, have been more satisfied spending all year reading***:
o   Daniel Deronda - George Eliot
o   The Divine Comedy - Dante Alighieri
o   Living My Life, Volumes 1 & 2 - Emma Goldman
o   Ulysses - James Joyce
o   Tess of the D'Urbervilles - Thomas Hardy
o   The Book of The City of Ladies - Christine de Pizan


* Mr J.D. being a rare exception as I did not have high expectations for I had not previously enjoy his work greatly on earlier readings

*** Hermann another exception, as opposite to Salinger, I had much enjoyed his work previously and found this one to be underwhelming, which does intrigue me to re-read Steppenwolf and find out if it retains the glory I once bestowed on it in younger years. I don't hesitate to believe that Journey to the East would still stand up though

*** Of course remembering that the insight that has allowed me to collate this list could have only been gained by going through what I did last year

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